foryouiwill

2007-04-26T19:45:00.000-07:00

chemistry test is so difficult!!! its like wth... die die die, going to fail another test AGAIN! yesterday went back to srjc at about 7pm to meet ilham and jonathan for the discussion for GPP... wah their 5 minutes is like 15 minutes, make me feel like an idiot holding that LKY book and everybody coming out of the school is like looking at me as if im an alien... so weird!

hahax... the three of us were at heartland mac for the meeting, almost completed and left only the part which faisal supposed to do but he was hospitalised=(

guess what... saw junjie, almost cant recognised him... jonathan and ilham are really good at gossiping... we can gossip from 8+ till around 1030... so evil, kept talking bad about our classmates... but its a fact that our class aint united maybe because we are taking different combi? den stupid ilham suggested that the three of us form 1 group and make the whole class realise something is wrong... so funny lahx, today three of us sit in class and i was in the middle of the two guys... so weird!

2007-04-24T20:50:00.000-07:00

PI completed, GPP on the way... hais, PW simply sucks! lucky my group members aint that bad and lazy... lucky never group with johnson and the 'pervert'... but pity jiahui-cheryl, only girl in the group and with that stupid johnson somemore... double suay

trying hard to get use with them but i simply miss you girls alot!!! no worries=) they are great and fun people to mixed with, especially with ang around! so honoured to be the 23rd person on the wishing list to wish miss DRUSILLA a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

someday i knew we will see each other again...

after all promises are still promises...

none of us did our part...

anyway i know it is pointless to say this...

2007-04-22T22:30:00.000-07:00

finally completed my PI... good job ang... good job branson's printer... anyway really must thank him for helping me print things... think next time must pay him money hahax...
so damn irritated by aaron... want play maple big deal? my PI is like so much important than yours... spend time study and stop coming home late and make mama go after you please! stop all your shouting... shout shout shout... who are you to talk to me like this... respect lahx hor... look who is doing the serious work here OK... NOT YOU but me dumbass!
sorry drusi for not being able to go=(

2007-04-20T21:30:00.000-07:00

wahahahax... today got GP lecture test and ang is going to fail it once again! we got back our 1st test on thesis and introduction and guess what? i got 40% nice huh?
netball physical trainning today was real tiring and this trainning is to select people for competition... congrates siying, jane and cherish, to be inside the 12 players! woo, had bubble tea after trainning, so NICE=)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAIHAN!

2007-04-16T22:15:00.000-07:00

finally not late for school, super happy=) wahahax... but loaded with lots of research to be done for GP and PW, still need log in into aspire to do econs and blabla stuffs... fadilah and i were like talking about perfumes during chem lecture hahax, dont forget our date on sat girl=)
so sad wednesday got two tests- chem and phy... fadilah and maykee like so prepared, see them so hardworking makes me worries alot... what to do? what to do? what to do?
anyway cheer up cheryl, things are going to turn out fine for the both of you... its nice to see you smile then to see a gloomy face of yours! glad to see that all my classmates get their first chioce CCA=)

2007-04-15T20:30:00.000-07:00

yucks... feel so disgusted just now!!! daddy was too busy to bring us out for dinner, so mama, sly and i went down to nearby coffee-shop for dinner... i had porriage for dinner, since feeling abit unwell, sly and mama had chicken chop... it looks nice but when they had it till finishing, mama ate one piece of the meat which is raw... omg, damn disgusting! she went to exchange for another plate and headed straight to the toliet and vomitted... yucks, it makes me want to puke on the spot... bad dinner=(

fadilah and i were messaging just now and realise that im so dumb! tml is phy lecture test and im doing maths tys instead of phy... dumb me!

2007-04-11T21:50:00.000-07:00

today netball match against yjc- lost again... by 8 goals... we werent playing well during first quater but we manage to pull the scores nearer by the next and subsequent quaters... i played the last quater, sadly missed afew shots... sorry girls... and all because of charlotte, now the seniors are all calling me nancy... sound so stupid!!! she says that chinese name is not easy to remember, than anyhow help me and siying to create one english name... hers is call lucy hahax=)
anyway the class celebrated siying's birthday in advanced today... hahax we had pizza today, cool huh? pizzas as birthday cake... really envy joanne and her boyfriend... they have been together for 3 yrs and they are from seperate schools somemore... one srjc and another sajc... SO ENVY!!!

2007-04-10T01:00:00.000-07:00

cool huh? tml got school and im still blogging now! wahahax... a tiring day must be... trainning for friendly match tml and guess what's our trainning time? 7-9pm!!! so sick and there's only 5 J1s=(
really hate that bitch lahx! within 2 weeks can catch my attire like 3 times! really nothing better to do... of all girls why me? F*** her! please, putting joss-string looks neater than tucking out your blouse and there's other girls whose skirt are much shorter than mine and maykee's!
anyway went back to srs to take O'level cert. and eat the food... woo! saw farah and jl again hahax... miss the girls lots hope they will be doing fine in poly=)

im sorry for not being able to accept 'this'... its not worth waiting and sorry for hurting you once again... thankyou for being my consultant=)

2007-04-08T20:15:00.000-07:00

cant be a complete pig today... wake up at 6.30AM to go cemetery... daddy's car was loaded with bags of paper money... way to chuachukang cemetery was so tiring... traffic jams... guess daddy had a fun time driving, getting lost and scolding people... wahahax=)
after that we went to yishun temple and after that went for lunch at coffee shop around serene's house area... hmm everybody had duck rice for lunch... jialong, see my family support your dad so much!!! hahax... though its rice but he duck meat given wasnt enough for each table... anyway aaron had chicken cutlet after that, he's like a monster lahx!
starting of school again=(

2007-04-07T20:29:00.000-07:00

look at our alternate smile...

azirah and me

hardworking fad=)

naughty ang=)

netball trainning today=) guess i have to give up national day parade=(
today was like so fun, only got 4 J1s, no drills but game through out... feel that im like restarting to play again, feel that im like a beginner, feel so lousy!!! competition coming up in 2 weeks time and its like so tiring and busy... monday have trainning from 6-8pm, wednesday got friendly match with YJ, guess will end late too=(
hmm... ydae went to norlimah's house with fadilah, maykee and azirah... yum yum, norlimah's mama's cooking is superb! though its just a short time at her house, we really did enjoy ourselves huh?

its like 25 days... short but its killing me!!!

2007-04-05T10:45:00.000-07:00

homework, homework and more homework!!! so hate and so sick of this kind of life... today when we having PW lesson, fadilah and maykee left me alone and went to the back of class to do homework... lucky cheryl came to accompany me but her motives is to disturb me... she was doing chemistry but she ended up writing- volumetric analysis ex 2, amount of... and both of us were like chatting for the past 50 min until neo soon hua came to us to ask us to keep quiet hahax...
first time we having chemistry SPA.. so funny, the gas evolved from the copper thingy makes ilham and i kept sneezing... he sneezed 3 times and after which followed by me, 3 times too... the goggles in srjc is like so cool and its my first time wearing it wahahax...
after SPA went to heartland to find norlimah and azirah and also have our dinner... after which we went home=)

2007-04-04T21:15:00.000-07:00

GP test tml!!! so sad, no mood to study it because i simply dont understand how to write... today the netball girls played against tpjc... sadly we lost to them but its a fact that the tp girls are super aggressive and rough espcially the wing-D!!!
now im so troubled again... should i join the national day parade? since its a rare opportunity to become CC for guides but im sure that it would crash with netball trainning and make-up lesson since the trainnings are on sat=(
what to do now??? join or not to join???

2007-04-03T22:40:00.000-07:00

schooling... sounds abit like we'r back in srs... guess everyone expect jc life to be the same as secondary? ok im like crapping over here...
feel like a fool during maths lesson, anyway not going to elaborate on this futher... today the principal talk about alot of things which i cant really recall any of it... but i bet it must be a tiring day for 1S07 physics students... after all we've stayed back for SPA until 6pm... lucky the teacher was nordin poh, if not think i will fall asleep... actually i think the class learned alot from him and everyone seems to be afraid of him- redoing of phy pratical 5 times if there is at least 1 mistake...
its so funny, maybe you dont find it funny but i was laughing to myself imagining everyone calling each other to confrim the answer and double check their work... first branson called, followed by maykee and both of them asked me the same question...hahax

MAYKEE- all good things will come to an end so dont kept thinking about things which would be unlikely for reconile... if pple dont cherish us, all the more we should double cherish ourselves!!! dont be sad over the past, cheer up girl=)

2007-04-01T21:15:00.000-07:00

wahahax... tml going to wear srjc uniform!!!but i look so weird in that hahax... big shirt and big skirt! ydae went out with esther, farah and jos for lunch at KFC and also give them their birthday gift... other than fiona's, the rest are all advanced birthday gifts hahax... anyway its being a long time since the four of us actually sit down and eat and talk and gossip... hopefully we can have this time more often!
mon= PE
sad... no games but physical trainning for the whole of this term=(=(=(

19 days

2007-03-30T21:25:00.000-07:00

finally its last dae of the week... still coping well in srjc and have fianlly decided to join netball=) went for the trial today and it's quite fun and the seniors's skills were pretty good, not as bad as what the touch rugby girls said... though we lost to nyjc by 8 points hahax... i tink the captain is so cool and sweet looking... her position is wing attack (WA)...
today straight after maths tutorial, maykee and norlimah accompany me go back serangoon sec eat and for my guides as well... thought they starting at 1pm but im wrong... nevermind at least get to see the girls fall in=) attendence werent that bad after all... guess what, me and maykee were late for GP tutorial and we ran from the bus-stop all the way into srjc... hahax... fun time running huh??? anyway i thing Mr. Nordin Poh is such a joker, have no idea why maykee is so afraid of him... though he's fierce but i still think he's a joker... i like his teaching and really enjoy his lesson... hopefully have the same high spirits for other subjects!!!

2007-03-28T23:25:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 17 BDAE KAIXIN=)

im not coping well in Project Work- Preliminary Ideas!!! i simply dont understand what my PW teacher, Mr. Neo, is talking about maybe its my first time doing it? initially i was asking him to show us the samples but he say they are not allowed to do so... then how are we suppose to know what we should do??? so sad, still cant decide on which CCA to join=(
mama and aaron say that touch rugby isnt my type... after today's trail, i have to admitted that CCC isnt my type of CCA and touch rugby is too rough for me... so now i only left with two choices... it is either i continue with track and field or i join netball... IM IN A DILEMMA SO WAHT NOW?
my class girls are so united and we are able to communicate well! im stuck with a class whereby there is two hweeyee again but this time round there are 14 boys and 7 girls... guess all the girls agree that our class boys are super childish, super talkative and super IRRITATING!!! how i wish that the boys in my class were the first three months one... and its so surprising that fadilah, maykee and me are the only girls taking H2 phy and H1 econs... but overall its an interesting class (only with the girls around) since all of us are assign to be one rep.! maykee and i are chem rep, fadilah- PE rep, cheryl (auntie no.1)- CT rep, alvana- chi rep, siying- treasurer, chuh hweeyee- welfare...

2007-03-25T22:55:00.000-07:00

tomorrow is the starting of actual lectures and tutorials and SPA! today spend half an hour looking at my timetable... so sick, everyday end at around 5.30 and all the teachers are totally different from 1st three months... wanted mr. desmond lee as maths teacher but got mr. diva... wanted mr. ang to be my chemistry teacher but have ms. tan instead... only contented with my physics teacher- mr. nordin poh... GP and econs i have no preference
starting of actual lectures and tutorials=starting of PW=(
still pondering over which CCA to join... touch rugby or CCC or ext CCA??? feeling so insecure to have renie and accompany to take over SR Guides... i dont ust why all CCA will face power hunger such problem... thought the position for Company Leader is fixed? and why is all the teachers not doing anything about promoting the girls? sometimes when the girls are giving instructions, the guides are talking and i pity you all alot... hey girls, can you all do something about their attitude towards you all? if you girls dont intend to do anything about it, the whole company would be in chaos... you cant always wait for the YAs to teach and guide you all right? renie please do something about it!!!

2007-03-24T20:45:00.000-07:00

wah... wake up early in the morning just to go Guide House for NDP selection... when on the bus, i realised that my eye is swollen and red, so scary even hawa also dont dare look at me when talking to me... initially intend to go home but since its my first time to go such thing as YA and i've no idea of what's going to happen so just continue the journey to gain experience hahax... when i reached there i realised that my job is to look at the guides' footdrills and selected the girls who are fit to be in NDP... too bad ang is a lazy girl, so i just stand at Guide House talking to another YA and waste my time
when looking through the attendence list saw serangoon guides representatives- samantha, huixin, yunting, vivien, peiling, yingyi and huixuan... so proud of them, all went in except peiling=(
at first going out with shiya and after which go find fadilah and accompany to study but everything is cancelled... so spend my lunch with valerie and hawa at Junction 8 and shopped for awhile before going home... too bad, ang have to spend her weekends with tutorials and tutorials and more tutorials=(

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SANYO!!!

2007-03-20T21:00:00.000-07:00

second day of school is still coping well but today just receives a chemistry tutorial with 70 qns which is like OMG!!! anyway fadilah, maykee and me are in 1S07, colin is in 1S06, nigel is in 1S13, azirah, norlimah and raihan are in 1S15 hahax... thou we are separated but the whole lot of us went back to serangoon sec ydae to vist the teachers=) this whole week there is no tutorial but lectures throughout and we have breaks for veri long hour... dident went to class excellence camp so dont really know my classmate well except the girls... and i realise my class boys are so dead and they dont take initiative, hais...
hopefully by next week we can work together as 1 class and tml we are going back to serangoon again to eat the food!

2007-03-18T21:25:00.000-07:00

what a boring day... whole day at home doing nothing but singing the songs i learn from UH camp while recopying my maths lecture notes... tml school reopen and im like so eager to go school hahax... so curious to know who is my form teacher, whether my chemistry is still mr. Ang, whether my maths teacher issit mr. Lee and most of all my classmates! looking forward for everything but not lectures hahax..
just got the news that pin qi passed the audition hahax congrates gal!

2007-03-17T18:20:00.000-07:00

wee.. its our last day!

Indira Gandhi+Anne Frank

Indira Gandhi artpiece=)

Indira Gandhi members!

me, michelle, cheryl, angela, wanling

woohoo! UH camp is over... for three days we'r having powerpoint slides presentation on our roles and further details about guiding but at least we had some games... hmm so after all its still quite fun especially with 6 meals per day, planning of our own campfire!!! in my whole life, this is the first time i planned a campfire... at first i tot we will be sleeping in tents but we ended up sleeping in bunks (with double-decker beds provided which look like gals' home) liling and i sleep side by side and every morning we both wakes up shivering hahax
there were 33 UHs attending this UH camp and we were all separated... i was group wif wanling (HS 1st coy), michelle (RGS 2nd coy), cheryl (AMKSS 1st coy) and angela (KCS 1st coy) and our group is called indira gandhi hahax...i guess all of us have fun dozing off during lectures, being housekeeper, serving food, cleaning toilets especially, learning new songs and doin our part in planning our own traditional campfire
from this camp i get to know other gals from other schools and thou each schools have at least 2 representatives and im the only one from srs, i dun feel the loneliness and being left out cos the gals are veri friendly and easily approached... i guess i still owe my manito- hawa, a present huh? besides my group UHs and liling, i also get along well with delia, szeyun, ain, weiching and we had a future campus superstar, pinqi hahax

hope we will meet up again UHs and i will send you gals our emails asap=)

2007-03-13T23:50:00.000-07:00

world of darkness... im pratically losing everything, friends, galfrens and i just lost my boyfren... when things wasnt goin right, i was hoping for miracles but till todae i cant hope for anything but to face the fact... it was a beautiful fullstop (thou it may not be as beautiful as i tot but i've no other words to describe it) and it was excruciating to see 'we can always be frens' and his messages...
maybe i should think of the bright side, it may end my sufferings and i can start anew... guess SRJC will be a place where ang will have a new beginning and new frens... anyway im in class 1S07 together with fadilah and maykee... 1S07- the subj combination that i want
im glad that 'aunty' kianhow lend me his ears and cheer me up, do come back to SRJC to visit us cos we will miss you dearly

2007-03-12T22:45:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BELATED BDAE- JIALONG!
ydae had a fun time wif my group of frens at Pasir Ris Park, fisherman village to celebrate jl's bdae... went to houg. MRT to meet kel and pw, never expect to see him ther... initially tot i saw the wrong person until kel tell me... why dident he walked up and talk to me? maybe he dident realise tat i was ther or maybe cos he wana avoid me? who knows
at first i think he wasnt aware that i was at there but when we were at hereen, i feel that he's avoiding me... this feeling was stronger when we were at wisma... we dident talk, i was looking at him throughout the whole dinner but he treat me like as if im non-existent... why am i always the first and last to mgs him? this just happened overnight, i never had the chance to know exactly wat happened... i dowan history to repeat, i hate history to repeat, i dislike history to repeat... do you understand??? can you at least tell me why are you treating me like this please...

2007-03-09T22:10:00.000-08:00

fusion nite is sooo fun! i like the college dance, i love EREBUS performance and their cheers unfortunately we dident win... lucky DEMETER was the champion and not ARGO hahax... second runner up was BISMARCK
i hate my OGL, sagar!!! he's so irritating and he force me to become PL when i dowan to perform on stage so F**** up with him! anyway the guys in EREBUS 2 initially was so dead even during the station games but with the help of the OGLs they become loud and take initiative in the last game woo tats the way guys=)
i hope all principals will be like mr.tan- so enthu... he's willing to lead the teachers with the chicken dance and his dance step was sooo SEXY!!!
anyway i get to know lilian, ziying, xueshan, wanting, jolene and wenqian... get to see my primary school close friends- gwendolyn, vanessa, valerie, yolander... miss the time we had in CHIJ OLN playing netball huh?

feeling so sick now arrh...

2007-03-08T22:45:00.000-08:00

same school, new beginning... 2nd dae is as boring as 1st dae, all we do is cheers, talks and nothing else... 2nd orientation is so much different from the 1st orientation one word to describe the 2nd orientation- BORING!!!
benefits- make new friends but only got 2 gals staying in srjc and the rest wana appeal go other jc... so sad=)
i hate my OGLs (the males), i hate being PL, i hate EREBUS 2, i wan to be in DEMETER 2! but after all i still like the gals in my OG and EREBUS cheers... anyway im looking forward for my YA induction on 12 march and YA camp on 15-17 march woo!

I MISS THE GALS+JIALONG AND BOYFRIEND!!!
I MISS JASMINE, SHIYA, SK, TIMOTHY, HSHUNHAO AND 1S15!!!

2007-03-05T20:40:00.000-08:00

its so hard to say goodbye 1S15... the bonds and memories we had in the past 3 mths is sth tat none of us can describe yae? im glad to be in this class, thou akasha, kianhow and wenxing left us during the 3 mths but we never failed to forget them... i cherish the daes we had in srjc and take this chance to wish everybody all the best!
just happened to read jasmine's testi in friendster... esp the one tat sk wrote so touching... jasmine- consider to gif sk a chance to reconcile, pple care so much for u... even b4 he went to cruise, he wrote testi to you abt his true feelings... forget abt tat stupid third party thingy (correct me if im wrong) and ACCEPT HIM once again!!!

somtyms i wonder whether wat farah sae is true... guys will do wateva things to win a gal's heart, so long as thy got u thy took u for granted... hu knows wats on their mind? can anyone esp the boys tell me? things dun seems to be going fine as wat i expected, we havent see each other and talk to each other for like weeks and i hate wat im going tru now save me anyone...

2007-03-04T23:30:00.000-08:00

finally upload these pics!!! OG family outing becum the 3 gals outing... went to sentosa ydae for the outing but we left at about 2+ cos shiya goin for work ltr... sadly we werent tanned at all... after which went to habour front centre for lunch before shopping... shiya even lied to her manager that she got diarrhoea so that she can shop longer, naughty gal huh shiya...

anyway im gald to know this two crazygals during my first three mths in jc, thou we may not be in the same jc but i wish u gals all the best in poly and hopefully we do meet up again thankyou=)

2007-03-01T19:00:00.000-08:00

lesson without sk and timothy is so boring... no jokes, no free music, no entertainment and most importantly make jasmine and i feel so left out... shiya also another one, MIA for so long... duno how come back school wan make everyone miss you so much...
ydae went out wif siying, kellyn and jialong supposedly watching movie but went shopping instead... its been ages since the gals meet up and im afraid if school starts we'r going seperate ways, thousands of misses...
cant wait for OG family gathering tis sat hahax... anyway next week getting posting result, soon ther won be any 1S15 and DEMETER 2 sobxsobx...

2007-02-22T22:50:00.000-08:00

HAPPY THINKING DAY!!! todae skip school just to go back to serangoon sec to witness the parade luckily nth went wrong, most importantly we took pictures!!! tat crazy jasmine went to school half way den alight the bus and took bus home, cos i neva go school den u dowan go rite crazygal hahax...lucky jasmine and shiya dident withdraw but shiya found a job at pizza hut and she's been skipping school since last week which is like no diff from withdraw hahax...
after the parade, val, hawa, leihan, jing ye and i went to mac for breadfast after which we went home... initially wana go heartland study but too tire so went home and sleep... wake up around 11+ to reply esther and mgs fiona whether she wana go study anot...
simply cant stand fiona and sam so noisy asked them out to study yet thy were chatting but we had a fun tym at mac huh?

2007-02-19T17:00:00.001-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! thou it may be late but i guess everyone is enjoying their dae...
2nd dae of new year and its super boring, only went to one relative hse for visiting and stayed at hom tru out the whole afternoon... cannot enjoy myself and cannot get more angbaos, so sad=(
ydae reached home late and went to sleep upon reaching home... dident have the tym to go online to chat wif aunt molly to ask her send me the pics we took at ah gong hse... a pity man, if not u guys can look at elene, yzanne, yongxiang and wenyi thy are so cute hahax
left wif only one dae to play and soon have go back to school... so sianx couldnt catch up their pace cos was absent from school for 1 week and guess jasmine and shiya goin to withdraw on wed- double sianx!

2007-02-11T23:00:00.000-08:00

woo! i've becum darker after the chalet and we finally have our own jersey... becos of tis chalet i got super annoyed wif my form teacher and almost quarrelled wif her... wonderin how to face her durin GP lesson tis fri, hais... thou im eligible for jc but the point i got isnt up to my expectation and now im troubled whether to go jc or poly... its so unbelivable tat my boyfriend scored 16 for R5 and indeed true tat he becum everyone's idol overnight... long tym neva see esther le and finally meet up wif her for lunch ydae after which she accompanied me to shop around for Valentine's Day gifts!
sometimes i wonders wats on ur mind, wat did i do to deserve such treatment from you? i really dun wish history to repeat itself again... can you spare a thought for me?

2007-02-03T13:00:00.000-08:00

early sat morning wake up jus for a 20 min run at MacRitchie cos srjc havin x-country at ther! its being a long tym since i run ther hahax... i signed up for the race but wasnt the competitor cos orion (my hse) gals competitor was fulled hse and thy only take in pple hu signed up first... jasmine's name was above shiya and me so she was in and she's also the last gal in the list... den todae jasmine asked me run wif her cos she dowan run alone den we went to the reporting area to check if anybody backed out... there is and i took tag no. 112 and run wif tat crazy gal... den shiya and her friend, michelle, run for the fun run for non-competitors...
woo... jasmine and i came in in duno which position but jus got the feeling tat we were near those top 30s cos one gal which over take me and jasmine when we were near finishing point, was at 25 position... we ran, shiya and michelle ran... we got nothing but the two of them got souvenirs, arrh so mad! but the gals competitor were fast indeed and the gals champion was from orion, wonder how she run...

2007-01-29T22:59:00.000-08:00

ooo! PE dae and we had our 3.2km run again!! nothing much happen todae jus tat chinese lesson mdm. wong praised me for my good essays hahax jealous not jasmine and shiya? todae we cheated mdm. wong's sweets and took pictures of it... tml we will have our slacking period and slacking period= picnic
HAPPY 2ND ANNI MR. KWEK

2007-01-25T19:00:00.000-08:00

tat crazy 33 is wearing IJ uniform and shiya is wearing catholic high tie!!!

the gals! and kylie is in the middle=)

thu= chemistry lab session (SPA)
again we'r doin titration tis week, sounds interesting but when u get to know wat are the steps in cleaning the bruette, pipette, conical flask u will find it tedious and troublesome! every lab session always got no time finish up those calculations and ended up asking mr. Ang for help even if its an easy qn...
todae lab session i waste alot of time, kept forgetting to add indicator and when adding the solution into the bruette i've forgotten to clip the pipe and the solution dripped down the pipe... no wonder i pour so much of the solution, it never reached 100ml... dumb me!
hopefully SK and jasmine has settled their problem... if not jas has been looking so moody and so quite these 2 daes... promise u will be alrite by tml gal, if not shiya and i will think otherwise and kept thinking tat thers THIRD PARTY trying to interfere in ur problem
HAPPY 17 BDAE KYLIE!!!

2007-01-24T22:00:00.000-08:00

most unlucky dae in srjc!!! firstly we got PE and had a 3.2km run round the school den after PE jasmine, shiya and i went to the toilet at the cafe area but its cleaning in progress so i suggested goin to the handicapped toliet to change... the 3 of us went in together but while changing half way got tis group of guys jus force open the door and our immediate reaction was obviously screaming but i diden realise tat the door was forced open until the 2 crazygals screamed... den jas and i quickly went to hide at 1 corner when shiya went to close the door... super paiseh lol and those guys are such a bastard!
life wif the 2 crazygals can neva be boring and almost everydae we'r laughing like some mad women in the school... ydae, our whole class wanted to skip chinese lesson and the whole class (almost all) went to heartland cos thy wana celebrate grace and harpreet bdae but jas, shiya and i went to IP zone to acc shiya buy her jacket... but on our way to the bowling alley to find tem, the gals in 1S15 sae thy wana go back to school so the 3 of us went back to school unwillingly and chinese lesson is super boring!
hey gals, those stupid jokes tat the 3 of us shared at the bus-stop are making us like a big fool!!! but nvm i've been a fool todae... just wondering wats the different between social smoking and smoking... isnt it the same? and is smoking really good for us?

2007-01-19T22:50:00.000-08:00

long tiring day to have in srjc and serangoon... since last week we've been seperated from OGs to actual classes and im in 1S15 together wif jasmine and her other 3 frens... guess wat my form teacher name is robyn wong ( mdm ) hahax, initially tot thy type wrongly
ever since we'r in 1S15, we've so many tutorial to complete... the J2 still sae first three mths is honeymoon- bullshit... the teachers are so sick esp the one who planned class 1S15 timetable! imagine ursel studyin for 4 hrs and break for 4 hrs? seems so dumb and our class end school at 5.30pm while some classes ended at 3.3o pm so unfair huh? tis weekend i gona stay at hom to finish up all my tutorial, sianx... miss goin out wif the gals sobx sobx
woo... i've joined YA together wif leihan and gera but the five of us initially said tat we would be YA together but ended only 3 of us, even now gera is considering... nvm good thing is tis yr sec 1s are super enthu, yae tats the way guides should be huh? the flame of guiding light will neva die!

2007-01-08T20:30:00.000-08:00

first dae of lesson is super boring... other den bio lectures, maths and physics lectures make me wana sleep... lucky im not the only one, yvonne doze off many times den me... guess the lecturers must be get used to pple sleepin, my row got around 3 pple sleepin but he dident sae anyting... guess i have to suffer for 1 mth of lectures b4 i get my results
after lesson went back to serangoon wif fadilah and yvonne to help out in the peer support but i went for guides instead... 1 word to describe their footdrill- bad... cnt help it who ask the teachers to pamper the gals so much, everyting also cannot... hopefully guides won close down

2007-01-06T19:30:00.000-08:00

todae is CCA orientation for the sec ones... suppose to meet the sec 4s at 7am but i woke up late and when hawa asked me to help the gals i jus stared in to blank air when the gals are busy wif their stuff... feel like as if im sec one but after tat i get to interact wif tem and teach tem cheers wooo! so proud of mysel when i know how to untangle 'the string', sori to waste ur tym arh nanaYAU... poor ms.soh is now one ear deaf and we got a new guider who is so enthu in participating our songs and cheers... had a fun tym wif the gals and eating sweets...
thakyou melissa for treating us eat pizza hut!

2007-01-05T22:00:00.000-08:00

weee! last dae of orientation and as i expected the fusion nite is wooo cool... i loves their college dance and enjoy dancing it becos its so nice!!! as usual we got cheers and games and our whole family are getting HIGH in prepare for the fusion nite... we earn alot of points for our cheers and stupid action but ended up losing 20 points if not we may win but nvm we got second in place, not bad already better den nth
now i noe all the gals and boys name in D2... jasmine and kylie are both i get along wif well and btw jasmine and i are sisters, we'r both from gal guides... there are kimberly, siying (not our sherk), huiting, shuling, shalini, xinying, huiyin, adele... the guys are terry, benjamin, aldin, gerald, junwen, jonathan, yeapjun, weiyuan, pauboon, jinbin... cool arh just 3 daes i noe all their names... orh, yvonne is in my group too!
orientation ends= starting of lectures
so sianx, tink may just fall asleep while the lecturers are tokin but at least get to see my OG frens!

2007-01-04T19:17:00.000-08:00

woo! 2nd dae of orientation is super fun and during the games section, my group becum so united, enthu and HIGH and im super excited for tml hahax... again i get to know more cheers and get wet!!! the games are fun and when cums to the cheering part its even more fun, get to shout and scream which i longed to and i miss campfire sobx sobx... again it rains when we'r about to go hom sianx...
one thing so funny when im on my way hom... saw ms.leow (ms.poon look alike) on my way hom, becos im wearing the track shirt den she kept looking at me like som pervert, must be wondering hu im look so unfamiliar hahax den when reaching hom saw slyvester sleepin on the wooden chair outside my hse... so kelian like some small kid waiting for mama to cum hom...
not long when i reach hom i received one disheartening mgs from junleong: track is closing down... WHY DOES TIS HAPPEN???

for 'ur' info u've no right to keep scolding her when u urself neva set a good eg las tym... so wat u'r more senior den her remember, u and i have no right to scold tem unless thers sth serious but i doubt thers anyting serious in such events... if u want to be respected by tem, reprimand tem when neccessary and not abused ur power... guess u longed to seek such attention huh? dun make tem hate u for such ting and make tem tink u'r so arrogant

2007-01-03T18:30:00.000-08:00

school reopen for those schooling and its also the starting of 3 mths admission exercise! wakeup early in the morning for my orientation at srjc... tis tym instead of meetin weiping, im meetin nigel... lucky got him to acc me to school...
DEMETERS (two) is my orientation group... yvonne, maykee and peiwen are also in tis family... ice breaker isnt tat fun, talks on some subj are super boring, luckily during family time isnt tat bored cos we get to know many cheers but my group pple isnt tat enthu, so sianx... but at least i get to know many new friends like my orientation group leaders stella, phuihoon and alvin (OFL), the gals and the boys in my group which i cnt reali memorise all their names hahax
heavy downpours prevent me from goin bac to sss and im unable to meet nanayau and the gals for the planning of the CCA orientation tis sat
hopefully it won rains tml and it would be a better dae and im looking forward for the fusion nite yae!

2007-01-01T02:04:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! end of 2006, begining of 2007... ang's new yr resolution is to be a better fren, better galfren, better gal...
taking tis chance to apologise to pple tat i have hurt, scolded, vent anger on and those tat ang ignored... IM SORRY...
let bygones be bygones... from now past will be stored in my mind, memories will be in my heart, as for future it will be in my hand... overcome any circumstances is my goal and good luck to my fellow schoolmates takin O'level tis yr!

2006-12-24T23:00:00.000-08:00

xmas eve= ang's last dae of work
basically i've been slacking tru out the dae... early in the morning reach taka late, no stocks to order so went shopin around wif carrie during workin hrs, went over to talking hall and chat wif the pple ther, went for super long break, 4.30pm knock off den went to talking hall again to find the pple ther... nice knowing rena, weijie, jonathan tan qing hua, pearl and cute gal zhihui ( talking hall pple) ... B4 leavin got a big hug from pretty lady rena and had my xmas eve celebration wif my family... on this dae my impression of jimmy change he is not tat bad actualy... a friendly guy, a joker?
2 more daes in seeing you...

-- end of life at taka at 4.30pm

2006-12-16T01:01:00.000-08:00

im so tire!!! sleepin lately just to watched my recorded tv programmes... i miss my mama alot and from 18-23 dec im doin to die ugly... working full shift from 10-1030, omg...
im posted to sr jc course no. is S29, cool huh?
workin= missing my love ones...
ever since her off dae on tue ( 12/12) , i've neva talk to her and i could hardly see her... the only communication is when she called me during my workin hrs but tats too short! i love my brothers... aaron and sly has been waiting for me to reach hom since my first dae of work, so nice of tem
i haven had my dinner actualy, luckily ahchow brought a bread for sy and me... the counter was hot and stuffy due to many customers and peiyuan broke a glass cup, hopefully tat doesnt happen to me...
many customers= messy counter
and i hate it alot... super pissed off wif some of the customers, kept messing up the whole shelf whereby thy could jus open their mouth and ask for help... wat to do? customers are always right so all i can do is walk towards these customers and said " EXCUSE ME can i help u "

mr.dumb is goin korea on 22-26 dec miss him lots

2006-12-15T01:20:00.000-08:00

its so late and im working morning shift tml, hopefully im not late in meetin sy... working at zed and zee is reali fun cos the pple ther are easy to communicate wif... ydae sharon neva work so i went over to talking hall and work wif sy... looking at her wearing mel's mama's pants reali wana make me laugh at her... like wat farah sae 'preparing for flood at taka'
working at talking hall is so much relax den workin at auntie wendy's counter... but somtym can be quite boring... sy work till 6.30 but we are having difficulty wif the punching of price tag onto the soccer ball, so she extend till 7.30 and she even mgs the boss but he neva reply... i saw two of my pri sch frens, pearlynn and gracia! so nice to see tem...
after work, i went to outside wisma to find farah, sy and mel... ooo thy ate famous amous and thy got one pkt free and im craving for it the dae before ydae... den suddenly from nowher jl came and from nowher stan and my sayang came... wait for issac and peiwen to knock off den went to dhoby to meet kel, drusi and alvin... on our way we met weehow and ydae on the train we are super noisy but cnt help it, everyone is so eager to share their job experience for the dae... den i miss the last bus but lucky got my sayang to accompany me hom and ydae is the first dae he send me hom!

2006-12-12T00:30:00.000-08:00

its fadilah's bdae and its my first dae of work (ydae)... finally hve enuf rest but haven play enuf... first dae of work and im late but auntie wendy is a very nice lady, she dun mind me bein late but i can neva do it the next tym round...
the gals ther at shibuya are veri nice, both carrie and apple are 17 but thy dun look like one and thy are very talkative too... peiyuan is my another partner at zed and zee and she's 22... she's nice,caring and always treating me eat sweets wahahax but i miss my sayang... he promise to fetch me after my work but he dident... i hate the supervisor, jimmy... he's so ****, reali makes me so pissed off wif him... kept showing attitude... everyone is nice except him, make me walk around the department store to look for him till my ankle got blister... loathe him alot!
after work, i went to meet jialong and we went to 401 coffee shop to meet siying, kel and drusi... before tat me and jl meet farah and nana at dhoby but thy neva join us for our dinner... nice nite wif the gals and jl... after which me, jl and drusi miss the last bus so we send kel and sy hom den we take cab hom...

2006-12-06T23:15:00.000-08:00

DREAM OF ME
MAKE ME YOURS NOW AND FOREVER
I WANA BE YOUR EVERYTHING
THAT YOU EVER NEED
YOUR WILDEST DREAM
YOUR FANTASY
YOUR DEEPEST KISS
YOUR SWEETEST SMILE
THE EYES THAT LOOK INTO YOUR SOUL
THE ONE AND ONLY PERSON YOU EVER LOVE
WHEN THE NIGHT COMES
AND DARKNESS FALLS
I WANA BE THERE
TO GIVE YOU LIGHT AND WARMTH
TO GLOW IN YOUR HEART
WHEN THE RAIN POURS
IM STANDING IN THE COLD
WAITING FOR YOU
I WANT YOU TO SHELTER ME
AND WHISPER IN MY EAR
I LOVE YOU...

todae is both my mama and kel's off dae... i accompany my mama go out but i dident noe tat she's not going shoppin but to visit my grandpa... nvm, also veri long neva see my grandpa le... if mama's off dae isnt todae, guess i will be out wif kel, or maybe wif andrew and pple watching movie, or even the prefects' farewell party in sch... and once again i leave my sayang at hom again, won be able to meet him again todae SORRY...
orh, happy first dae at work to siying!

2006-12-05T23:50:00.000-08:00

lucky todae got esther accompany me for lunch at long john... initially after my lunch goin to meet my mr.dumb but i accompany siying to chinatown instead... sori to left u at hom sayang
tink me and siying is reali super bore till we have to vist kel durin her break time, vist drusi durin her toliet break, buy fishball noodles at ah koon fishball stall for mel and vist her durin her break time... funny huh? vist the gals durin their break... sy also got a job at zed and zee le, farah goin for interview on thu and soon no one is goin out wif me other den my boyfren... so sad :(
jialong... thanks for tat phonecard tingy... so SWEET of him to buy a gift for the gals when he went to genting

2006-12-02T23:55:00.000-08:00

time wasting dae... suppose to meet at 1pm but i woke up at 1245pm, lucky thy change the tym to 2pm becos sy ned go zed and zee for interview at taka... actuali meetin alvin on the bus at 2pm but he is havin problem wif his contact lens den i jus went off mysel...
reach ther oni me, tot sy or farah will be ther, but none of tem was ther, lucky farah was reachin soon... den we went to mac to wait for alvin and sy... alvin had his luch at mac and after which we went to shop for a gift for mdm chia...
sy reach oni abt 4.30pm, so late huh? jus after sy has reached, alvin and farah left for zoological park... leaving me and sy at tampines mall searching for food... reali is time wastin cos the office at telepark is not open so we end up goin hom...
it is reali bored to stay at hom w/o ani job and we are now super desperate for jobs to kill time...
it is also bored w/o mr. dumb's mgs but nvm jus one mor dae and he will be back, yea!

THERE IS ONLY ONE HAPPINESS IN LIFE
TO LOVE AND TO BE LOVED
MAKE ME THE ANGEL OF ALL YOUR DREAMS
LET ME BE THE ONE TO LOVE YOU FOR ALL YOUE LIFE
BUT WHISPER IN MY EAR THE THREE WORDS I LONG TO HEAR...

2006-11-30T23:30:00.000-08:00

its my bro's bdae hahax... todae went out wif sy, farah and alvin... so sad, the guys all went genting, so is my mr. dumb but except alvin... miss him so much and todae is just the frz dae, duno how to survive for the next 3 daes, hais...
we went to vivo to eat, den go see kel and acc her go eat at ah koon fishball stall ( drusi's workplace ) but main motive is to acc alvin go interview at boost juice...
we also went to wisma becos farah wana collect her mp3 and tis is when she suddenly look so moody, so quiet... reali was wonderin wats wrong wif her, seems like im gettin to noe her lesser...
initially goin tampines to sign application at telepark but its too late, so we went to tampines mall to get my bro's present and his mini bdae cake, hahax he got a shock to see such a small cake for his bdae... den went shop arou and after which go on seperate ways...
alvin and i took bus 72 and tru out the journey we were sharing abt som stuff and hav a lon chat...
but mos importantly is tat i recieved mgs from my darling mr. dumb wahahax...

2006-11-29T23:30:00.000-08:00

ideal dae ever (ydae) ... my first dae wif mr. dumb, everytin went fabulous... we went to shop first and sori for him to tolerate my 'i duno', tink he kinda pissed off hahax...
went to vivo to shop but main motive is to see drusi and kel... den we went to catch 'deck the halls', its rather hilarious and initially the both of us tot we will be sleepin in the theatre but we diden...
he send me hom but in order to spend more time wif him i asked to walk me home from kovan... its a nite walk but not the one he wans hahax... but i reached hom real soon and i gonna miss him for the next four daes, sure i will...
den watch tv, online and came to noe abt sth, nvm oso not convenient to sae... jus noe tat 'we' are not like las time and tink 'we' noe it ourselves too

2006-11-29T02:10:00.000-08:00

enjoyable dae! todae went out celebrate sy bdae ( i mean ydae) wif kel, mel, jl, guofeng, alvin, ahchow and of course TAN SIYING! we went to raffles city find mel and guofeng at BK before goin to marina sq. for shopping... den we went to marina bay for steamboat, after which went to arcade den headed home... jialong bought princess hour vcd for siying lehx! siying happi not? he buy for you himsel lehx! so SWEET and anyway...

HAPPY SWEET 16 BDAE, TANSIYING!

2006-11-26T16:30:00.000-08:00

bad dae indeed... i threw my bro's amaths book on the floor, slammed the door, locked myself in my room and broke down... i dun understand why... thy cant get use of not havin a maid, my fault huh?
if it is not for you i wouldnt have done all the household chores... becos of you're sick, i wana help you... becos you're my mama, i dowan see you crestfallen but wat did i get in return?
nth but humiliation... being your maid for these few daes reali make you feel relaxed huh? now wat? your daughter becum your maid? i reali cant tolerate it anymore... i cant imagine my family being so desperate in pushing me to becum their maid...
looking at me cleaning the house when aaron and sly are busyin playin the com, you just wont make a sound... despite my complaints, you and daady did nth... if you wan me to becum ur maid, fine den, i demand for my pay!

2006-11-23T22:30:00.001-08:00

boring dae... initially was goin out wif my bro but he got his NP stuff...
an lucky dae must be, i quarrelled wif my dad over tat stupid 3 mths admission... is it a must to go? i dun tink so, y mus he force? he mus be mad, tats for sure! lucky my mama isnt like him... guess i won get my allownace for daes unless i apologised... i HATE it when u force me to do tins which i dun like, nvm i will jus attend for a few daes and im done wif it! i mean wat i sae...

2006-11-21T23:50:00.000-08:00

a dae to my freedom, yeash! after reaching hom, bath areadi den rush to meet esther for lunch at 1215... suppose to meet farah thy all at 1pm but everyone ended up late... went to vivo becos sy, kel, mel goin for job interview... finally got the chance to tok to her but still didien manage to understand wats going tru her mind... should i sae our friendship is drifting apart?
nvm, finally got to watch 'step up' and its a must to watch... its nice, nice and still nice... soon u guys are goin to have ur job and i will be bored to death at hom, hais...